:(((((((( rarrgh the pain is killing me. it's so painful that i don't even want to open my mouth to talk. and to eat also. oh man. can someone please tell me that this will only last for the first 24 hours? PLEASE TELL ME THAT. well, that's what the dentist said but i don't think the pain will go away that fast. i don't want my taiwan trip to be ruined just becos of this! somehow i'm starting to regret that i chose to put my braces on today. the two and a half hours spent fixing the braces on was totally a torture. it's super uncomfortable laa. urghh. i guess i have to bear the consequences cos i brought all these upon myself. so i shall TRY to stop complaining :/
anyway, went for my bro's concert just now. i realise it's called temasek wind ensemble and not temasek band. haha stoopid me. we got the seats all the way in front and the only people we can see on stage are those sitting at the front row and a few heads from the second row. so pathetic O_O of all the songs, they played three which we played before too! concerto d'amore, music of my heart and highlights from shrek 2! wahahaha reminds me of the days last time~ and i admit their band is much better than ours, otherwise they wouldn't be performing in esplanade already...
ohwell. i haven't really packed my luggage yet and it's now 11.54pm! oh dearrr. and tmr morning i have to go to the dentist again cos one of my braces became loose halfway through the concert -_- bad luck man.
guess XINRU should be enjoying herself in taiwan. i think she's eating at the ye shi now? lol okay anyhow say de XD
ahhhh tmr's my flight already. or rather, later is my flight already. i shall look forward to it and forget about the pain man.
think i won't have any more chances to blog before i go off.
so i shall now say...

TAIWAN HERE I COME! :D

my house is in a huge mess now. i hate cleaning up :/ anyway, my brothers got a double-decker bed today and I AM SO JEALOUS!!! oh man, just realised i have a hell lot of things to do. and i dont know why i'm still here -_- gonna get my braces done completely tomorrow and after that i will be going to esplanade for my brother's concert! haha i'm sort of looking forward to it cos it's the first time i'm supporting him :) go temasek band? haha that was quite fu yan. okay nevermind i shall go get things done now. I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED PACKING MY LUGGAGE YET. and my mum's nagging like hell again :/ okay TATA.


TWO MORE DAYS! :D

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

wahaha i'm in love with this song suddenly. though it's abit out le but ohwell i love it now :D

oh man. i think the family above us is moving house again. now all the drilling and hammering noises are coming in. rarrgh it's so irritating :/ guess there won't be much peace for us in the next few days.

ohwell, it seems like i've done something wrong again. i seriously can't control my temper at home. sob.

to my dear PRETTY girl (erps) : firstly, oh man you very bhb leh wl -_- and secondly, I AM NOT BRACES GIRL. the braces are depriving me of all the delicious food, i don't like it!! :/ wahaha i sound like some stupid pig wanting to eat everything. today's such a boring day. everyday's gonna be boring till the taiwan trip. i shall start counting down to it now.. FIVE MORE DAYS TO GO. WHOO I CAN'T WAIT~
P.S.: XINRU, HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE WAHAHAHAHAHA XD

VJ concert just now! when i heard the band playing, i had this sudden urge to play my instru again. but i don't think it's possible for me now anyway. somemore with my braces on, i don't think i can even play a scale properly. haha this is bad. ohwell nevermind. i shall worry more about my braces now. it's like getting more and more painful can. i had porridge for the whole day and just now i can't even finish a SMALL packet of fries! -_- i only ate like one quarter of it and the rest was koped away by the others. wahaha next time go out eat with me very good hor, cos can kope my food away, free. -looks at someone- hahaha XD
okay i'm frigging tired now. shall go sleep. just hope it doesn't get any more painful tomorrow. rarrgh :/ what a sad life, no nice food for me :(

BRACES !
went to put the upper part of my braces today. it's so uncomfortable la. the dentist opened my mouth so widely that i think it stretched and became bigger :/ and the only thing i can eat now is porridge -_- all the chicken wings and stuff are tempting me already.. boohoo. and this lasts for a week until my next appt, when the dentist is gonna put in everything and pull my teeth together. OUCH i can imagine the pain already. and what's more it's just a day before i leave for taiwan. oh dear i don't think i can get used to it in a day?! and i realise it's so difficult to smile naturally. i just look like some retarded person smiling with braces. urghhh :/ ohwell. vj concert tmr. JIAYOU TO MIEO TENG, PHYLLINDA AND XIAO JIA! do us proud :D

watched CINDERELLA just now with jo, yin, viv, wei and mao :D it's the first horror movie that i've watched in a cinema and it's also the first horror movie that made me cry, other than re-cycle -_- which is actually not considered as a horror film. haha. we bought the tickets and saw the preview outside which made all of us except joanna regret coming to watch :/ it was totally freaky and we almost wanted to change our movie to OPEN SEASON instead. wahaha but we still watched it in the end la. the cinema was like almost empty? there were only a few people here and there plus us. and this made us freak out more :/ during the entire movie, me, mao, yin, viv and wei were practically cuddling ourselves up, hugging our bags tightly and shutting our eyes and ears every now and then. and my hands even became numb -_- only our dear da jie was perfectly normal during the movie. joanna, i really admire your courage :D i find it damn funny. why are we paying money to torture ourselves? ohwell, at least we had an experience (: haha. the movie was yes of course scary and i think the whole place was filled with only our screams and yells. and the ending was sooooo touching. i dunno why i just cried badly. joanna cried too. the rest were too freaked out to cry i guess. haha.
but all in all, i did not regret watching la cos it was nice and at least i understood the storyline. but those freaky and horrid images are still in my mind and i think i'd need some time to erase them off. erps :/
okay i'm getting abit tired here.
so, tata (:
this is such a long post wahaha XD

wahaha i'm at yuhui's house now with jo, yin, wei and viv!
they're abit playing mahjong outside.
and i'm so lonely here in this room.
getting abit tired though.
i shall go and sleep first.
GOOD NIGHT :D

this is my attempt to make a blog again after a longgg time, about two years i guess =/
well, this skin is made by joanna (:
woohoo, shall give all the credit to her ~
i love this skin ! :D

HELLO TESTING :D